October 29, 2004

Beggars cant be choosers but losers.So there,im a damn ass loser who shan't bother about my damn template.Bloody virus.Invisible foe.You cocky little freak.I'll make do with this template though im still hoping that there is a purple one to suit my mood.sheesh.

Oh screw it.My A's are in a few hours time.I need to get off.

October 24, 2004

complaints

I didn't think that my written petition to express my agony with regards to my womb will be responded to, so FAST. Now, my worst but most wanted nightmare has arrived. Yes.Im going nuts,i even have to blog this down so that i will not lose count of my cycle owing to my screwed up biological make-up.
Well,i have to stop complaining because it is the same ol shit.cramps and more of it.I kinda soothed it by going for a run just now and forced myself to drink a cup of milk since it is supposed to erm..prevent cramps?hur hur..
My complains will never cease cos im ill treated all over.
The doctor lied to me.
Why does my frigging injection still hurt so much.I cannot even pull my arms back to hook my darn bra!Who really cares about my vulgarity here.then again i apologise for u guys who are reading this.Damn.The tetanous jab is killing me and people just cannot stop banging into my left arm.Fark i tell you.I had 2 jabs in one day,the other one on my right arm has healed,thankfully.
*breathes* i haven breathed for a while cos im so furiously typing and venting my frustration.*breathes*

ok, i should stop my rantings.I have chosen all these for a good cause.I can hardly wait to go cambodia on YEP.heh.It helps to know my bully is going too.Or i'll be scared outta my shit.Im finally going abroad without Mr and Mrs Lim.I've always longed to just that im so sheltered,i hardly give much thoughts and plannigs to it.I must say that that bully inspired me to travel.Her oh so wonderful 8R pictures in my room inspires me to travel every time i see em.=) but she's still a bully.=P

I have no idea why i am not cognizant of the fact that i should be at my desk not in front of this 17inch harmful looking screen.

Dear Ms Uterus
i would really appreciate it if you could let go of me.I really do not want to feel like a bloated ethopian kid.You are making my mood so volatile,i am so afraid i'll offend many kind souls out there.Please spare a thought for these people ok? =) Thank you.You have 4 more days before my Alevel Chemistry Practical exam.Please come soon or i might lose patience while titrating and you might just end up in my conical flask because i might crumble in pain and sit on my flask to destress.im talking rubbish.But i enjoy doing so because i cannot get any more sane when you cling on to me so tightly.My baby is not due,i do not have maternal instincts and do not feel chemically close to anyone who can make me pregnant.Please shed.If you do not, My practical is at stake.I might deduce the wrong ions because all i see and think about is red.No ions in my syllabus is red.Thank you Ms uterus.

Yours Sincerely,
The womb you reside in.

October 19, 2004

Surprises.
My heart's sparkling*

Thanks,for making my life so "WOAH",once again.
Come repeat after me.It's "woaH Arhz arHZ"
Ok sounds bad.

get a hold of yourself.
Stop smiling at yourself.

You need to monitor your supposedly high index of self motivation.

im out.

October 17, 2004


Nothing more should be said to this picturesque.
*beams*

Just agree with me that its a beau,won't you?
Just tell me you'll go weak in ya knees! =)
There,purple tulips for Joanne.

October 14, 2004

fuck
im pissed
fucking computer
fucking memory card
My pictures are fucked
i got scolded for fuck nth
knn.

October 11, 2004

why am i feeling this way.

this feeling's not real


Warn me when i fall
I cannot fall too hard
I don wana love so hard
I shouldn't.

I dowana be in this play
This play which will not hold
Its simply..temporal.

Tell me it's not the beginning of sweet nothings
Tell me im just hallucinating
Tell me that this feeling's transient
Please let it fade

Or i'll never wana fall in love again.



i just felt pretty inspired and penned down some thoughts above.
Why am i feeling this way?

Is there a difference between love and Romance?

Im a sparodic blogger.i think.

Laziness is setting in.
so Screwed.
so screwed.
so helpless.

i need a belt
i need my diva jeans
i need my complete stila makeup
i need many pairs of shoes

Wad in the world is wrong with my thinking?Do i really need them?

Nonetheless,i need a tinge of motivation for my studies.
just a tinge.




October 10, 2004

idling idols

We were never on our tops when we gather.
tops on getting high,mighty,bitchy is posible.
Definitely not when it comes to being a mugchic =)
Manda,We simply fail at that.
Gone were the cool funky nerd days k.Let's come back to humanity.
The pictures are just testimonies to our failed attepmts to study.=)
For some reason,I was not troddened with guilt.
I concurred that i need to slacken in order for me to study even harder?
No logic there.
It's just some pretty screwed up pychological effects.
What is guilt when i spent some $50 at body shop today in the name of vanity.*beams*
Besides,There's this gigantic diappointment i have with levis jeans.
They are suppose to be deceiving.
Especially when it comes to hiding those pork legs.
Seen the new levis diva jeans yet?You should.
I cannot help but to think it's so pretty on its own,ugly on its prospective owner.(yours sincerely btw)*sighs.
I was so desperate that i even took a picture of the jeans in the changing room.
aha.Im too embarrassed to show hand it here.basket.To think i hafta resort to such means.wth.$189.50.cool.Equivalent to months of starving?Not a bad idea.Then i might have skinnier legs for it too!
I've gotta beef up my wallet for the forthcoming trips and ..*the usuals*
Alrights.Gulit's buliding up.

Studying at Parkmall Dome?

When you are in total guiltless mode.Taking pictures like this is just so..US!
*yay* the sudden appearance of dia after her 5th yr anniversary dinner.Im gon be her bridesmaid really soon.They've been dating for half a decade! =)


October 04, 2004

Stupid quizzes

This is so mysterious.Notice that i've removed those quizzes that i took.If i don't,My tagboard refuses to appear.Well basically it could be due to 2 reasons.The first being that there's some error in the HTML codes of the posts leading to some complications?The other is just me being ridiculous:It's haunted. =) You know how it goes..computers are idiots.Along with it is technology.We are basically enslaved by it. Sheese.Im sounding like im gon dwell into a GP essay.

October 02, 2004

Andy has just put this ray of hope in me.I am so looking forward to my 3rd trip to bali!(that is if i get the consent and grow enough cash) I can finally meet my fairy godmother =) and i am secretly hoping she'll employ me to be her personal assistant. =) heh. Let's just pray.
well,the trip is a giant incentive for me to study for As i supose.
Although im only at my infancy stage of planning, i definitely will not give it a miss!

who wouldn't look forward to the life of a princess and one of riches?hahas.
*day dreaming*